A letter to my baby girl

Sophia, my baby girl, my little lovebug, my entire world--
I love you more than words could ever describe. You have been the most amazing gift. I have enjoyed watching you grow and learn. You have taught me more in your 2 years of life than I have learned in all of mine. You are going to be an amazing big sister. I can't wait to see you teach your brother all that you have learned and show him right from wrong. Mommy and daddy are so proud of you! Do whatever it is your heart tells you ..we will support you no matter what. I love you with everything in me.
love, mommy

Tomorrow could be the big day!

So I am 40 weeks and 4 days pregnant. Baby boy is just too cozy! Tomorrow morning I go in at 8am to have a balloon induction. I'm hoping that will jump start labor so I don't have to be medically induced. I am sooo excited. Also a little nervous. I'm more nervous about Sophia..how she will react to a new baby and not having mommy's full attention 24//7..I feel like I am kind of abandoning her :( although I know I'm not. I love her more than anything in the world..I can't imagine loving another person just as much. It doesn't seem real that he will be here in just a few short days. I feel like I still have weeks to go.

I'm ready to take this on. I am excited to start a new journey as a mommy of two!
Bring it on mother nature. :)